My life is going well. Headed for college in the fall, so this is one of those introspective moments in my life. I guess I'm starting to move away from the whole "internet FA lurking" thing to actually hitting on real girls. I have this bizarre thing going; my girlfriend in real life is cute, fun, intellectual, and into everything I'm into, but rail thin. On the other hand, I've recently met two curvy ladies who seriously have the hots for me and I for them. The problem is that neither of them are as good a person as my GF is and I can't bring myself to break it off, take up a relationship with a BBW and therefore become un-closeted as an F.A.

So I've decided to cheat and put any relationship changes off for a month or so 'till I go seven hours away from my hometown to my college. Hopefully then I will find the balls to shoot for what I want...
I feel that I've cheated some people by not disclosing the truth, but it makes life easier when the wool is over people's eyes...

Hope this note finds you all well and enjoying all the wonder of summer.

If you haven';t been outside in a while, perhaps this will relieve your built up lust:

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